Tonight is one of those quiet nights when I don’t have anything to distract me from the unhappiness of the situation in which I find myself regarding my wife.
It isn’t depression nor am I really feeling down.
But a deep dissatisfaction with where my life has ended up with no solution or means to resolve the situation in sight.
Maybe it’s time to seek the advice of an lawyer to see if their is a way to get out of my marriage.
For thirty-six years my wife has fought a war against me for total all out control of not only our marriage but my life.
If it were up to her I would never write or ever have a single thought of my own.
Instead I would go to work then come home and clean house, do laundry, cook our meals, do yard work; and in any free time I had sit with her in front of the tv and have my brain lobotimized by watching Drama Fever and Netflix.
If that is indeed to be my future than I might should have held onto…